Friday, September 25, 2009

Lesson Learned

I knew it was a bad idea. I did it anyway.

I ended up with water ALL over my bathroom floor. The toilet wouldn't stop overflowing with water. It was bad. And gross.

I laughed hysterically.

I turned the water off.

I called my father. He brought me our wet/dry vacum.

I sucked up all the water.

I then mopped the floor with a high concentration of bleach.

My eyes and throat were kind of burning.

Then I took a shower.

Note to self: Don't use paper towels when you run out of toilet paper.

Thursday, September 24, 2009

Bring On The Rain

Another day has almost come and gone
Cant imagine what else could wrong
Sometimes I'd like to hide away somewhere
and lock the door
A single battle lost but not the war

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

It's almost like the hard times circle round
A couple drops and they all start coming down
Yeah, I might feel defeated,
I might hang my head
I might be barely breathing - but I'm not dead

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

I'm not gonna let it get me down
I'm not gonna cry
And I'm not gonna lose any sleep tonight

Tomorrow's another day
And I'm thirsty anyway
So bring on the rain

“None so great has ever walked the earth. None other has made a comparable sacrifice or granted a comparable blessing. He is the Savior and the Redeemer of the world. I believe in Him. I declared His divinity without equivocation or compromise. I love Him. I speak the name of Jesus Chris in reverence and wonder. He is our King, our Lord, our Master, the living Christ, who stands on the right hand of His Father. He lives! He lives, resplendent and wonderful, the living Son of the living God.”

President Gordon B. Hinckley

I know that I can face the battle of today and the rain of tomorrow with Christ by my side! I am so grateful for that knowledge and my testimony of Jesus Christ. I'm not sure what I would do without it.

The World Spins Madly On

Time has always been such a strange concept for me. It goes by so fast and so slow all at the same time. How can that be? How can high school seem like yesterday and a million years ago all at the same time? How can a year go by in the blink of an eye, but my 2 1/2 hour class never end?

I'm a JUNIOR in college. How did I get this old? I remember thinking that when I was in college I was going to be so "adult" and old. I don't feel "adult". I don't feel mature. :) But I do feel old. Especially when I see people who I remember as babies who are now Seniors in high school! But I'm not old; I'm only 20. I still have so much of my life to live.

It's also weird to have people who are the same age as me, or even younger, getting married and having babies! We're the same age, but we are such different places in our lives. Sometimes I feel like they are moving forward and I'm just stagnant. But I know that's not true. My life is moving forward too. In fact, it's spinning madly on. :)

Sunday, September 20, 2009

Haven't Met You Yet

I love Michael Buble! And I am obssessed with this song right now. I'd thought I'd share.

I'm Not Surprised
Not Everything Lasts
Have Broken My Heart So Many Times,
I Stopped Keepin Track.
Talk Myself In
I Talk Myself Out
I Get All Worked Up
Then I Let Myself Down.

I Tried So Very Hard Not To Lose It
I Came Up With A Million Excuses
I Thought I Thought Of Every Possibility

And I Now Someday That It'll All Turn Out
You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid That I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Might Have To Wait
I'll Never Give Up
I Guess It's Half Time
And The Other Half's Luck
Wherever You Are
Whenever It's Right
You Come Out Of Nowhere And Into My Life

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Baby Your Love Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Possibility

And Somehow I Know That Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid I'll Give So Much More Than I Get
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

They Say All's Fair
And In Love And War
But I Won't Need To Fight It
We'll Get It By It ??
To Be United

And I Know That We Can Be So Amazing
And Being In Your Life Is Gonna Change Me
And Now I Can See Every Single Possibility

And Someday I Know It'll All Turn Out
And I'll Work To Work It Out
Promise You Kid I'll Give More Than I Get
Than I Get Than I Get han I Get

Oh You Know It Will All Turn Out
And You'll Make Me Work So We Can Work To Work It Out
And I Promise You Kid To Give So Much More Than I Get
Yeah I Just Haven't Met You Yet

I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Oh Promise You Kid
To Give So Much More Than I Get

I Said Love Love Love Love Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet
Love Love Love .....
I Just Haven't Met You Yet

Friday, September 18, 2009

ObamaCare

*Caution*: This post is highly opinionated and political. :)

I hate Obamacare. There. I said it. I hate it. I hate universal health care! I hate socialism. I've been avoiding the whole Obamacare for sometime now, because I knew it would make it me mad. Today I went into the Terrace in the Wilk to eat my whole wheat bagel and CNN was on like always. They were talking about the health care reform and I got sucked in. I sat there wondering how I could change all of this from happening.

I think universal health care will ruin what is considered the best health care in the world. I want to be served and work in the best health care system in the world. I want to work right here in the United States, but I do NOT want to work in a universal health care system.

Competition runs our economy. There is no competition with universal health care. Doctors, Nurses, Therapists, Rad Techs, (the list goes on) will stop contributing and working at the top of their game if there is no competition in the health care field. Why would you want to take your child or your spouse or your mother or father or yourself to a Doctor when they are not going to provide you with the best practice they know how? Of course, there will be some that it won't effect, but for the most part people will stop working hard if their jobs and their money are not on the line. Along with universal health care comes a committee that decides if YOU get to have a surgery. Why would we want someone who isn't even a doctor and doesn't even know us to decide if we need a back surgery, or knee surgery, or brain surgery??

Don't get me wrong, change needs to happen. The health care system in America is not perfect. It's far from it. But I wouldn't say it's broken. It doesn't need to be fixed or reformed. It needs to be mended and added too. Malpractice insurance for example, is out of control! Doctor's cost so much because they have to pay such high malpractice insurance because people are so sue happy these days. And health insurance is too expensive. And needs to be available to more people. I don't know how to fix all these problems, but I do know that the answer is NOT obamacare!

We live in America, where we have freedom to choose right? Then why does the President want to mandate that everyone have health insurance?? I should not be required by the government to pay for something I don't want. If I don't want health insurance I shouldn't have to buy it!

Democrats are claiming that this "obamacare" is going to save money. But it's not. "The Congressional Budget Office says the leading health-care-reform proposals will increase health-care spending and make the budget harder to balance in the long run. Yet saving money is the President's principal stated rationale for reform." (Time) So, if the President wants to save money why is he proposing a health care plan that is going to cost us money now and later? Read this article.

The government currently has two insurance plans-Medicaid and Medicare. I know from experience that these types of insurance are extremely difficult to work with. Yes, they help thousands of people obtain health care. But Medicaid provides nothing! Everything has to be pre-authorized through Medicaid. If a woman is planning on getting pregnant she can't get per-natal vitamins until after she is pregnant! If a person who is having trouble losing weight and has tried all the other options and would like to have a surgery; Medicaid won't cover it. They cover well-child checks that's about it. And Medicare is a whole other issue right up there with Social Security!

I do like that what the President wants to do with what he calls stability and security. It cuts a lot of the unnecessary garbage you have to go through a lot of the time to get your insurance company to pay. It can be found here at the top of the page. I don't agree with what he wants to do for those who don't have insurance. A new insurance marketplace, as he calls it, and public health insurance is universal health care. And I also don't agree with his reform for all Americans. It would require a "large" business, more than 50 workers, to provide health insurance to their employees. That's going to make a lot of business goes bankrupt-just what our economy needs! Thanks Obama! And how can he promise that this isn't going to add a dime to the deficit. How does he plan to provide health insurance to over 50 million American without adding a dime to the deficit?

I've recently joined a Student Nurse's Association Committee at BYU that was made to write some Legalisation to send to Washington this year. I hope that will help me get my voice and my opinion out there as a student nurse and as an America.

Here are some articles that I found interesting and informative:
Will Doctors Buy ObamaCare?
Malpractice Reform
Side Effects
Health Care Reform Players
After Obama's Speech
The President's Plan

Monday, September 14, 2009

Goodbye Mr. Swayze

I was so devasted when I heard this news. I can't believe it. I mean, I was expecting it to happen soon; he has had pancreatic cancer for the past 20 months. He's put up such an amazing fight! He's a hero in my books. I loved his singing and his dancing and his acting. Many of you, or maybe none of you, will remember this post of mine from a few months back. It expresses the love that I have for him.

Dirty Dancing will always and forever be my favorite movie. I've decided to have a Dirty Dancing night in honor of Mr. Swayze. :) Anyone is invited who wants to come. Time and Place TBA.

Goodbye Mr. Swayze. :(


Saturday, September 5, 2009

Faith

I am teaching tomorrow in Relief Society....

I have never taught before....ever....

I'm pretty nervous

.....

I'm praying a lot

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I have faith that everything will be just fine.

:)

Friday, September 4, 2009

sometimes it still feels like a dream

I finished my first week of nursing school today! I was so exhausted; I came home and took a 2 hour nap. But this week was incredible! I was impacted by so many things. The Spirit has already manifested to me many times that I am where I am supposed to be doing what I am supposed to be doing! And I'm so grateful for that.

I've already met some amazing people-students and professors. I'm excited for everything I will learn from them.

I'm excited to learn the Healer's Art in my next three years in the BYU nursing program. I'm excited to become a nurse that is knowledgeable and also compassionate. I'm excited to serve Heavenly Father's children everyday of my life. I can't wait to be a nurse.

I had a dinner orientation last night for all the new students. It was wonderful! I enjoyed every minute of it. We recited the Nightingale Pledge! I loved it!

I am so excited for the next three years. I know I'll have bad days and good days. It's going to be hard. I'm going to have late nights. And early mornings. I can not wait.

I don't know exactly what the next three years will bring. Life is so uncertain. I do know that I will have some amazing experiences and I know that it won't be perfect. But I also know that my testimony of Christ will guide me and protect me.

I'm scared. I'm nervous. I'm anxious. I'm excited. I'm happy. I'm grateful. I'm going to be a nurse!