Little Wonders

Well the new job isn't what I thought it was going to be. I was very excited about it at first, until my first day. I kind of hate it. But I think that I've gotten to the point where I don't hate it anymore. I just highly dislike it. It has made me a very grouchy, pessimistic, negative person lately. I don't like being like this!

Things I don't like:
-Sitting at my desk for 8 straight hours!
-Doing the EXACT same thing EVERY day
-Having my manager sit right next to me. I feel like I'm always being watched!
-The hours. Saturdays and nights stink!

Things I like:
-The pay
-The location

I've had two interviews this week. And I applied at Pinnacle for customer service. I'm crossing my fingers that something will come up. I want to quit so bad! But I can't. I need the money. And Kristen and Nichelle told me I can't quit unless I have another job that is giving me at least 20 hours a week. I can't disappoint them.

And top that all off. I also have this horrible anxiety about the nursing program. My application is complete and submitted. I just wait now until they decided to email me. The anticipation is killing me. It could come any day.